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aKhrinyaa.. ini aKhirnya. trnyata hanya sMpe disini.. hhh,, itz probably better. if no one between uS wanna show what we feel honestly. hhh,, aQ mngKin salah. ngambil keputuSan tLaLu cPat. to stOp it aLL. but, what should i do?? i cant standn' here for more. stuCk in my f**kn mind. eNd oF nOvember, i cry as the first. hhh,, kK... i dOnt kNow wHats the naMe oF my feeLing. iS it reaLLy L**e? ato sKedar sUka?? hhH, i'Ve toLd hiM. Q sayaNg kiii... tP, aPa reSpoNx?? diSsapOinting me. hRz ka bgMn?? nDa mNgkn ka tRz b'hrP sM s'sOrg yg z sNdiri gg tw pRasaaNx ke z b9mN.. itS reaLLy haRd fOr me. bUt, i kNow EXACTLY enn ACTUALLY, Q sayaNg kii.. haNya keaDaan sJ yg m'bwt sMwx jD taK sesUai rNcaNa. ato maLah, KITA yg sbNrx ga mNgkin u/ JADI. hhh,,