(roda kehidupan) Rolling So Fast

Assalamualaikum wr. Wb

Hallo dear! So long didn’t post a word. ^^

Oke, baru kali ini ada niat nulis, atau tepatnya bisa dibilang ada kesempatan nulis. Well, mungkin emang sayanya yang emang (sok)sibuk atau gimana kurang tahu juga deh.

Oya, this morning I attended The National Science Seminar at Hasanuddin University w/ kak Nunu, kak Surya and kak Darwin. It was about Bedah Buku of Ayat-Ayat Semesta by Agus Purwanto, D.Sc. I was sooo excited at the beginning. But, tell the truth I over slept at couple times. Haha! What a shame. The seminar started at quarter to ten. Luckily I wasn’t late. I sit separated with them because the seats in front were full. So, bravely I decided to sit behind them. I met a medical student there, next to my seat. She’s kak Musda. She’s senior, Medical Faculty 2007. We talked a lot. She’s kinda cute, sociable and funny for a medical student.

Left Hasanuddin University, we are four starving. But we didn’t see any café so we took pete-pete to somewhere (we don’t know) where we could get a good food for lunch. Unfortunately, kak Darwin couldn’t come with us to find café for lunch, he had to go to Maros. I don’t know why, well, I’m nobody. So only three of us left. Teenagers who’ll survive for living no matter what. We’re in pete-pete E1/07, means we would stop at jalan Petterani. Gotcha! There are so many cafés at the roadside.

I had such a good time with them- kak Uya, kak Nunu (and also kak Darwin, even he didn’t join with us for lunch). We’re hang out just like friends. Kak Uya treated us Mie Pangsit at Bakso Juta Rasa in front Telkom (yeahh, I’m a gretong-hunter beybe). Actually I wanted to eat Batagor and Es Kelapa, but it was a treat so I just appreciated what’ve been served. Then, we- kak Nunu and I- went home. At pete-pete again, we met a very cute and chubby girl. Her name is Ifa. Ow My Gosh! Sooo cuutee! I wanna eattt herrr!! But I worried with her father sit next to her.

Nah! I wonder about my phone something wrong with signal perhaps so all the message I just received 30 minutes later. One of them was from kakak. He asked me and directly, I have a bad feeling about his question. I hate this situation. Feels like I am sooo wrong, sooo guilty and I am the one who just so wrong to talked to. And my feeling was right. It was a problem and I am on that problem. Rrrwwrrrr….

And now, my Saturday Night was soooo annoying. Awalnya gw lagi ga mood waktu nulis postingan kali ini. Gue lagi marah sama adek gue, ayah, ibu. Gue ga suka ada kepilihkasihan didalam keluarga ini. Tapi, setelah beberapa kali ayah bolak-balik masuk ke kamarnya nanyain gw kenapa manyun mulu (meski udah gue usahain supaya ga keliatan manyun) dan ga ada tanggapan positif dari gw, jadilah ayah gw ngajak gw ngomong dan bersedia ruang kerjanya gw pake,,,,, sebentar. Hoaah, betapa roda kehidupanku cepat banget berputar..

And here I am with Marmut Merah Jambut (I borrowed it from kak Munir) at my daddy’s room. I just know that Marmut Merah Jambu is about love! Well, actually I should know this since I started read it. Haha!

And after I read it, well-uhm, I can say that proses pacaran itu, terserah mau namanya PDKT, penjajakan, perkenalan dan lain-lain lah adalah sebuah proses pergerakan. Yang kita sangka bergerak maju, namun ternyata hanya berlari di tempat. Janji kita bakalan kayak gini terus seperti yang sering di kumandangkan dengan romantisnya sebenernya sangat sulit untuk untuk ditepati (meski setelah kita denger itu dari pacar kita, kita bakal ngerasa udah ga nyentuh tanah, melayang, soo sweet..). Yeaah, who knows what will happen tomorrow? Putus, nyambung lagi, putus, nyari yang laen, mencoba berlari dan berlari dalam roda berputar yang bernama cinta, seolah maju, tapi nggak. Ngga tau juga kapan mesti berhenti berlari di roda yang berputar itu. Namun, ketika bertemu dengan seseorang yang diyakini akan setia seiya sekata seperti burung lovebirds dan pasangannya, then you’ll say: apakah sekarang saatnya untuk berhenti?

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Bahasan terakhir dari postingan gue kali ini agak mellow dramatic romantic alaytic gimana gitu yah..

But, being honest gue sebenernya jaraaaanggg banget bahas soal cinta-cintaan, pacar-pacaran, dan pokok bahasan yang seperti itu. Alasannya: GUE PERNAH GAGAL dalam relationship yang seperti itu dan gue ngerasa amat berdosa pernah berada dalam relationship seperti itu. Tragis gue!

Yeaah, we’ll see lah kalo gue lagi mood buat nge post yang berbau PINK seperti itu berarti gw lagi terinspirasi aja or I REALLY IN THE PINK and INFECTED PINK VIRUS.

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For the people, they see me as a clown, but for you I show you the human.

HAPPY BATIK’S DAY ^^

At my daddy’s room

H+4 dan teleponnya.

Assalamualaikum Wr.Wb

Hell-o darl! Wazzup! I just arrived at home after I visited Lisa’s, Rifka’s and Hilda’s house. Exhausted! But I still have my dinner: Fried Meatballs. Yummy! And it’s re-charge my energy and my mood. Tonight I prefer post something in Indonesian to in English because I begin to love Indonesian Literature. I’m reading an Indonesian novel right now and it’s really influence me. ^^

Mozaik 21-Mimpi. Aku sedang menekuni buku yang dipinjamkan Dian kepadaku, Padang Bulan karya Andrea Hirata. Novel pertama dari dwilogi Padang Bulan. Novel kedua judulnya Cinta Dalam Gelas. Komentar Dian, “sepertinya ini sambungan dari Maryamah Karpov.” Saya juga tak bisa memastikan, saya baru di Mozaik 21, tentang Mimpi. Nantilah setelah habis kulalap dua novel ini baru aku akan berkomentar.

Kukutip sedikit dari mozaik ini, “kurasa, cemburu adalah salah satu perasaan yang paling aneh yang pernah diciptakan Tuhan untuk manusia.” Benarkah? Banyak hal yang tidak kumengerti dalam mozaik ini. Kalimat-kalimat tak dapat kucerna. Sulit.

Kuhentikan bacaanku. Ga konsen. He just called me. Curhat, itu tema pembicaraannya.

Seperti biasa, hanya dia yang curhat. Curhat tentang perasaannya. Kekecewaan terhadap kawan yang tak lagi sejati dan sehati.

Seperti biasa, saya hanya mendengar. Hhe, sudah biasa.

Ga tau, apa yang bikin saya jadi ga konsen. Masih terbayang percakapan via telpon dan sms tadi. Rada me-flashback ke masa-masa terrapuhku.

"Ga semudah itu saya lupa de'.." Kalimat itulah mengganjal kata-kata dari buku yang kubaca yang baru akan masuk ke otakku. Semuanya terhambur.. Kabur.

Kututup buku. Lalu beranjak ke lantai 2, melihat langit. Bintangnya jarang. Nyamuknya segudang. Menenangkan hati, merenung.

Sesuatu-yang tak kutahu apa itu-membayangi hatiku..

Percuma jika kuharus mengingat lukaku dan segala hal yang pernah membuatku sakit dan menangis. Apa untungnya buatku? Hanya menambah dosaku karena tak betul-betul ikhlas memaafkanmu.

Aku percaya, maafmu tulus. Ikhlas. Setulus aku meminta maaf dan seikhlas aku memaafkanmu.

Aku mengingatmu sebaik kuingat masa terburukku. Jelas, sangat jelas. Aku tak ingin melukai luka siapapun. Maka dari itu, tak perlu memperjelas hari-hari yang kulalui di masa terpurukku itu. Seperti kembali menggoreskan pisau di atas lukaku. Hal yang dulu ku sebut janji, tak ingin ku ungkit.. Kembali hanya akan kutangisi..

Setahun lebih dari tenggat penepatan janji telah lewat. Apa yang bisa kuharapkan dari waktu yang telah berlalu?

Dirimu yang sekarang, seperti itulah.

Signed out w/ love, yunn

Good nite universe :*

Bismikaallahummaahya wabismika amuut..

RE.U.NI

Assalamualaikum Wr. Wb

Morning Dear :). It’s 6^th of September 2010, we’re just counting down the day to Ied Al-Fitr on Sept 9^th (coincide w/ my MomDad Anniversary. ^^). And I haven’t prepare anything to celebrating! Poor me, hikhik ;( My mom hasn’t made any cookies and I threatened won’t get any new dress! (supersad!).

Anyway, I’d love to congrats to my beloved sister, Lala who just turn 14^th on Sept 5^th. Happy Birthday, dear! God Bless You Always J. And also my sister, Dian who just arrived home yesterday evening from Malang. Welcome Home, ciinnn.. :* Because it was a (quite) big day for my family, our menu for breakfast kinda super delicious! Yummy :d. but poor me (again!), I couldn’t join w/ my family.

Linda, has booked my schedule since days ago to reunion w/ my Elementary School’s friends. We agreed to meet at Linda’s house, and then we moved to Mall Ratu Indah for breakfasting together. We’re only 12. Me, Linda, Rifka, Sarah, Irin, Lisa, Unca, Rahmat, Bayu, Tesar, Jauri and Hamdan. But, it was so fun! And I was sooo excited! After 7 years finally we met.

No big things change from them. Just the age and shape of their body (also me), hihi. Bigger, taller, older and prettier! :D

Here are some picts of us (I got it from Lisa)

We talked about about our ‘new life’ in university and recalled our mind to the past when we was in SD IKIP. What a life! We laughed the past, wish time goes back.

Well, most of them are students in UNM, just like me but different program. Can’t believe it!

Rahmat Riwayat Abadi: The Long Haired Boy. My Classmate (maybe during six years) in Management-UNM. He’s totally change (shock!) and I couldn’t recognize him unless my friends introduced him. :D

Bayu Nusantara: My classmate (I only remember when we were in 3^rd class. Our teacher was Bu Renamin. Remember it? Hehe). He’s in Bilingual Mathematic-UNM.

Tesar Dwi Cahyo: My neighbor and my classmate in 3^rd – 4^th class. He’s in Muslim Indonesia Univesity (UMI). We ever met before in warnet.

Jauri Putra Sulaiman: hehe, easy to recognize him coz he’s so similar when he was a kid. He’s in Psychology-UNM.

Hamdan (dunno his full name): haha! Sooo astonished to see him xD. He was in Mangkoso Islamic Boarding School for 7 years. So he just came to Makassar again. He’s in UIN for Arabic Education 2010.

Nurfauzah Utami Darwis: My classmate. We’ve met before in our campus. She’s in IT-UNM. She arranged this moment. Thanks, dear J

Nurfalimsa Piu: also my classmate. She’s change a lot! She’s in Management-Islam Indonesia University (UII) Yogyakarta. She took me home.

Sarah Priyanka Putri: my classmate, always together w/ Tesar Dwi Cahyo along the reunion (do they CLBK?? Hhee..). She’s in Medical, Visiotheraphy-UH 2010

Irin Kurnia and Nursaadah (well, Unca): really, they’re same as before! Voice, body, hehe xD. Sorry, dear. They’re in Politeknik-UH 2010

Rifka Azikin: My mate. (Remember our comics and our wish that we buried underground behind our school?) She’s in STKS, Bandung. Glad to see you, darl x)

That’s it! Actually Andi Koneng Pratiwi, Raestura Asmin, Antarini Ayuningdyah, Hari Dwi Darmawan, St. Maisaroh, and many more wanted join us, but dunno why they had so many reason to elusory.

Hey! I still remember their full name! haha XD

Jaury planned to hold a gathering again on Sept 12^th. But I didn’t get his explanation. Yea, I’ll ask Lisa furthermore infos.

My Sunday Nite was sooooooo fun! And I was sooo excited to see ‘em all XD..

*Oya, so sad to hear that Funky Papua has leave IMB Show. Aihh, disappointed x( ! Keep fighting Funky Papuaa..

Signed Out w/ love, Yunn.

Cheerio… ^^.